Pity Party!!

I have thrown myself a pity party today! It has been raining for 4 days straight, which is enough to put anyone "on edge." On top of nasty rainy weather I've also had to deal with this...

This is NOT true...

I would go to my relaxing red room to get away...

BUT, it's housing all of my kitchen stuff, which the cats have made a mess out of! Who's great idea was this to paint the kitchen anyway?! I'm just hoping and praying it's done before Thursday's BUNKO festivities, which Joseph assures me it will be.

And...even though I'm not suppose to be talking about it I'm still not pregnant and I'm really bummed out about it, which was a pretty big factor in my "lets go home and get in my pj's" day. It's so hard to continue month after month of frustration. Joseph and I so badly want to be parents again, and it's so hard to get a negative, after negative, after negative every month. The medicine says it takes anywhere between 1-3 months to work, and we are starting our third round. I really need this time to work so the baby will come before January. If it doesn't work, we will probably have to take a month off because I don't want to have the stress of having a baby close to Jackson's birthday, I just don't want to have to worry about it. BUT, THIS HAS GOT TO BE OUR MONTH! Please just remember us in prayer please!

And finally...though my kitchen is a complete mess, I did manage to produce this...

Which will have melted cheese on the top too. And NO, I would never give you a hint to the color of the my new kitchen. Have you voted yet? I'm off to have dinner with my wonderful husband! As always, please REMEMBER JACKSON!